Stuck up people, illegal immigrants that come here to make a life of crime
because they know there worthless fingerprints and not existing on government records can
make them get away with smashing my truck window out, stealing 300 cd's and about 8 years
of my life it took me to get them. I do understand, that there are people out there
that come here illegally only to work hard to give themselves and their families a better
life. It is the people that take advantage of not having a citizenship, and turn to an
easy life of crime that irritates me. I hate when people are taken over by
materialistic things, that curve their thinking away from what is false and what is real
in the world. The people that put the human race and its trivial creations beyond what is
needed for the earths actual survival. We can have our toys, and still care. The balance
is far from being good.
Junebugs (once when I had long hair I walked through my yard and a cluster of Junebugs
fell from a tree and got tangled in my hair, I freaked out and started punching the back
of my head, the sound of their hardened bodies crunching on my scalp, and the feeling of
their guts in my hair left me traumatized for eternity ::quivers::)
Mosquitoes, driving down the road and smelling the exhaust from an old Chevy that's been
rebuilt more times then Pam Andersons chest, raw tomatoes (eating them makes me dry
heave), too much rain, getting burned, annoying cuts, mean people.
People that call themselves christian and critisize everything they think someone else is
doing wrong instead of living their lives and having fun ( I don't mean to pick on one
religion, but this seems to be the one I have mostly seen critisize others, I do believe
Jesus's teachings on good ways of life or "real" christianity is a good religion
to live by for the most part but I also feel the bible rips apart the real life Jesus led
which probably held many of the same morals as Buddah).
I hate the wind when it makes it so I can only cast my fishing pole a foot and a half from
my kayak, depression, sadness, being tired, anger, and the people that take drugs to get
rid of these things (it's called life so don't ask your doctor about the purple pill),
drinking warm water, those little red peppers they put in frozen T.V. dinners, and why the
FDA wont approve natural remedies that are scientifically shown to work just because it
won't make them and the drug manufactures as much money as pumping these people full of
poison that just makes them stay alive but wheelchair bound and vegetablized for the last
15 years of their life they should'nt have been around. I was fed this junk when I was in
school, and I can tell you the withdrawal I went through getting off one of the
medications did'nt make me safe to be around. Look at the school shootings, if you think
all these kids were drug free guess again. Just because the drug is legal certainly
doesn't make it safe. I know sometimes people do need the drugs of today in order to have
a normal life, but most of these things being prescribed are for the wrong reasons, or are
really not needed. For me it seems ibuprofin is the only thing that helps my occassional
headache ::growls::. I have tried herbs and have had no luck, though I kind of contribute
my faults and development for the way I was raised. The mainstream way everyone thinks is
ok. Tatertots, burgers, pot pies, T.V. dinners and well you get the point. All good for
the childs brain development stages to I am sure.
I also dislike all the fake people out there, like the ones that have "I LLLOOOVVEEE
to shop as there first line in there hobbies. Nice cloths are fine, but when you start
buying them because of their brand name you are like all the other fake monkies on the
planet and taken over by commercialism and corporate greed.
I hope someday more people will not ignore the bad things in the world, but open their
eyes and try to fix it, or improve it in a way where a decent balance is set. Sometimes an
attempt at truely being better to the earth, no matter what age you are, can set you on a
better path, before, and perhaps after death. We can only hope, sit back, and just
breathe.
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